Tonight's the Night

Lets consider.
things i did today:
went to the gym with dad
realized why people who do pushups in front of my should not go commando
cleaned my room
went to the park with Mitch
Watched the Office With Mitch
Went to work


was it a wasted day?
not at all.

I have been pondering the meaning of life, the value of life, the purpose of life a lot this year. I have arrived at two conclusions. the first being that life is worthless in the scorpe of the universe. the second being that we must give our lives purpose to ourselves because all extrinsic purpose is nonexistent. I felt today had value and that is what matters


moving on, another thing that has occurred to me, not so recently, is that I have difficulty maintaining relationships. hannah and I are still great friends, and we have NIJD pact, and tons of memories that are as intricate as a mangled, unmanageable thread, and we still dont talk as moch as everyone else does. whereas Mitch and Ian, who i can talk to from the comfort of m home i takl to more than anyone... anyway. night... ttyl